suffering from massive headache. the aftermath of not hving enough rest. the feeling is rlly damn bad. and i can see that im forcing myself t stay awake nw, my eyebags are horrible no joke. :/ im so bored and moody. so god damn affected! i shld rest early. but i wna watch show so much, i wna continue using the comp so much. i dontwna close my eyes yet. hopefully tmrw will be a btr day for me. i wna go town for a walk tmrw. i wna watch movies, i wna do shopping, i wna eat nice food, i wna eat ben and jerry icecream, i wna chill out slacking. i wna meet up all the good old friends. i wna do whatever a teenager would do. and i wna be happy, i wna smile i wna laugh i wna do crazy stunts in town and i wna hv you by my side.
? When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me. 11:36 PM
hiz, jst reached home from wanling's place! and im feeling superb tired right nw. i need some rest. and i shall rest early tday. so tday i wokeup late. rushed prepare and meet the girls at cwp for quick lunch. aft lunch, we bused t the danielsim's company for the IT fair training. ehehe, some concentration uh joell. aft the two hours training, we cabbed back t wanling's house for monopoly. hiakhiak, its fun! my first time playing w them and i dont feel childish at all. lol. whats more, i am the lucky winner. hahahahaha. wanling the potato loser! camwhore halfway since ive gotten my iphone alr. hohoho. some apps. i need more apps man, but im lazy t find and dl them, tsk. i looked rlly rlly tired tday. :/ no mood for anything, i need ben and jerry icecream. wanling's hellokitty specs. sigh im too tired. i need t go washup nw and rest.
? When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me. 10:19 PM
HAHAH! LETS JUST IGNORE THIS BLOGPOST! BUT IM STILL GNA POST IT CAUSE I WNA SHOW YOU HOW ANGST I WAS FEELING EARLIER :P
the days were so bad for us. nonstop arguements, and thats like what ure asking for the whole time. how the f can i stop this from happening, what shld i do. so whats the best solution for nw? giving up or holding on? so difficult t resolve any shit nw, im not gna think abt it alr. i will hack it. i will hack what everybody has got t say.. grr, sunday midnight the both of us pissing ourselves off by bombing questions t one another. for fffff. nathanz. whats more, forever emoing. how can it be good and happy. ):
anyws, the apps draw smthg is too fun. download it nw and play w me! add me! my username is joanna haha. i will go play nw and try t make myself happy. lunch at cwp tmrw w wanling and joell. will be heading t some IT fair training thingy tmrw. i need enough of rest. but im not feeling tired nw, yet. pooofys. gdn.
? When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me. 4:37 AM
Everyone shld start loving
but I ought t hate all the flaws in me underlineboldstrikeitalic
*****
MY DESIRES;
MY NEEDS
t stop being so SWAY!
flawless skin w/o PIMPLE
to grow taller & skinnier!!
sharper nose and chin
infinite sum of $$!
my family to stay healthy forever!
lead a happy & fortunate life (:
